today was a good day. really.
i went to school at 11am today for befrienders (please i'm so proud of myself) and then i came home with mari. she went for tuition then i went town to meet jaz and dinah. it was good cos
1) we bought 2 movie tics for me myself and dupree and 3 ppl went in. (:
2) i collected my red bag
3) i bought topshop shoes
mari dawn zoe and jen came later. i love such days where you just hang out with friends and have fun, and most of the time you're concentrating on your friends rather than some other unimportant matters. the movie was really good, at least to me. you see that's why i love going out, so that you dont rot in your room and let your mind drift to unpleasant stuff. (: oh and i realised that im starting to get a fetish for red things. hahaha.
i just finished talking to wisnioski and boy is he psychic. hah. but really thanks for hearing me out ranting and whining for damn long. and thanks for the sincere advice, your words really made me wake up a lil more. and thanks for just being you. i dunno it's always good to hear a guy's viewpoint on things. cos most of the time you really dunno what the hell's in their fucked up minds.
oh he mentioned some really deep stuff. (i didnt know he can be so deep). like how the world's ending. which is true. and how relationships dont last when all there is, is physical attraction and nothing more( seriously come to think of it, IT IS TRUE. i bet many of you out there disagree). and he analysed my whole character and what can i say but he hit the nail right on its head. i dunno i must write it all here so that i wont forget whatever he said. maybe it was all cock and bull, hahahaha. but it made hell alot of sense. i doubt you're reading this, but thankssssssss. remember we must must must go for confession soon okkkk.
i feel much better already. okay off to sleep now. ive gotta be in school tmr at 830am for open house. goodness im so involved in school stuff it's actually freaking me out. /:
i wont crawl back even though you sent a really nice msg. i wont crawl back even though you called and you seem really apologetic. (the word is SEEM). even if we become friends it would be risky because i know i'm
weak emotionally and mentally. basically, i wont. never. ever. anymore. never.
"just forget about him. he ain't worth anything. get over it and move on....... though there are a million bastard guys out there." -- future expert psychologist Mr John S. Wisnioski.